If I never get to see another rainbow Or share another life with a friend
Profile Priscilla, 040692 hotmail/ facebook I wonder how it must have felt when David stood to face Goliath on a hill. I imagine that he shook with all his might until You took his hand, and held on tight. 'Cause You were there, You were there in the midst of danger's snare You were there, You were there always. You were there when the hardest fight seemed so out of reach. Oh, You were there, You were always there. You were always there. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits IGNYTE Facebook choir forum choir Adele Ain Amanda BD Andrea Angeline Aqilah Ariston Beston Carolyn Cheryl Christopher Cindy Claire Claudia Christabel Damian Denise Daryl Davelle Delise Elizaberth Ethel Eugene Fabian Felicia Gabriel Geraldine Hannah HuiQing Jesselyn Jia Xin Jingming Jingwen Jie Jie Jocelyn Jollyn Jomaine Kaiwei Kenneth Kok Kiong Kymberly Liangying Liting Maeve Madeleine Madeline Mandy Melissa Meiqi Michael Marianne Michael bro MOYRA! Pehyu Pinyi Rachel Regina Renee Samantha KOH Samantha WONG Shawn Shiwah Shockwave Sylvia ShuAn Shuyu Shunxiong Stephanie Vannesa Vera Vera(3e2) Vera (church) Veronica Wanling Xiu zhen Yangwenn Yanhua Yanting Yiling Yujia Zhilin 1e2 '05 2e2 '06 3E2 B.I.G Archives January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 June 2010 September 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Saturday, February 20, 2010 Our song, a love story.. no more Short post today! Super tiring day. Really hope and pray that I can finish my revision before every paper and everything can be absorbed into my 'fried' brain. Mugging can be such a boring and mundane thing. Was facebook-surfing a while ago. I suddenly realized how much I missed training with the seniors, especially those who are already graduating. Time really flies. I kinda regret not striving even harder last year so that I can treasure every training session with them. As tiring as it can get, the laughter and jokes were priceless. But I am glad God gave me chance to actually enjoy my time with them, to have a chance to know them and to train with them. Sometimes, I wonder, why are we given only a chance a certain thing which we treasured so much but thousand and one chances for other things which we are not even interested in. The regrets we have after we realized there wasn't any second chance can be quite unbearable at times I guess. There were times where I would think to myself, "If I have done this, probably this wouldn't have happened.." Oh well, 've to start looking forward and believe my future will be brighter than my past. Hmm.. I wonder how it will be like if I am given a chance again. I guess I will really treasure it. But second thoughts, I think I will 'over-treasure' it and end up screwing it like before :/ So I end up back in square one. Great...! I think I better start loving my notes and books again. Imagine that horrendous dreadful torture coming my way... I think 90% of my brain cells are pretty fried already. Now the remaining 10%. Awesome. Agape, Sarang Heyo. Labels: credits to photobucket.com Thursday, February 18, 2010 Hate that I love you I am finally home! After mugging like a mad kid at expo, shall take a break and hit the sack after the show ended! :P It's getting tiring recently. Sometimes, being at a position when everyone expect you to assume some responsibilities and even more really sucks. Somehow the words "stress" or "overworked" are not applicable. It's really irritating and I don't think I've gotten a good rest since this semester has started. What a great life right? I can't wait for 25th to wait! Hopefully I CAN get a good rest although I highly doubt so. I can see the number of tasks being hand over to me VERY soon the moment I declare it's holiday for me. Just you wait. No idea why I am feeling so uptight. Probably I am really feeling that exams stress building over me PLUS knowing how much I have to score for main exams to maintain my GPA, it just kinda screw my mood up totally. That woman totally screwed me up. Ugh! Sometimes, I really wonder how different my life would be if I walked the next alternative path in the past. I wonder. Of course not in the path where I will leave God or something but like a path where I stand firm on my ground or not assuming too many responsibilities. Probably I wouldn't be so worn out like now. I hope I can get out of this freaking mood. It's so annoying. PAH! Sorry for everything. I know I am not good enough. Tuesday, February 16, 2010 Smiling with a broken heart I feel like I am an awesome owner, updating my blog regularly. But I guess it won't last very long because I am sure I am going to abandon this blog the moment 25th of this month arrives. It would be like PLAYTIME baby! Have been trying to study the whole day. Well, I guess, looking at the number maths questions I've done, it's QUITE productive? Tomorrow will be another mugging day for me. yes AGAIN. What a sad life to mug in festive seasons. I think I ate too much bakkwa. That annoying enormous zit just won't leave my forehead and even brought a friend along! :/ I guess I need to spam more zit cream to demolish this irritating fortress on my face. SOON! Don't know what's got into me. I have been reading all my super duper old blogs. From the very first post of the first blog I have created in secondary one till the last post of my recent blog. What a change in life. Well, looking at the bright side, the wealth of experience I had could be enough to help someone who might be going through the same situation as me? But, I feel like being selfish.. I don't really want to go through those heart-wrenching experiences again. At a certain period, it just drags me down even more. Thank God for pulling me up every time I fall into a mosh pit. I know some things can never be changed no matter how much we try to reverse it. I guess it's time I should let go. So confused. Somehow the "selfish" factor comes in and makes the situation so much more impossible. I wish there was a time machine in which I can go way back into the past and change something before returning. Well, a smile, a facade. Up to you to decide what it is. I was happy then. I want to be happy in future as well. If only someone can pull both my cheeks up, I guess I will just leave it at the feet of God. And I appreciate those who come and ask me about it, but if I don't share it, please respect my privacy. Some things are meant to be shared within me and God and no one else. Thanks(: Alright! What a night! Goodnight! Monday, February 15, 2010 Sometimes letting go is still the best decision Hello!(: Blessed Chinese New Year and Valentine's day(: I think I am quite a good owner because I didn't abandon my blog for too long now. :P I really envy those people around me besides my classmates, of course. We have to mug our asses out during this festive season when everyone is enjoying themselves. The management board is SO smart. Kudos to them. Hooray! Anyway, Chinese New Year is great(: Decided to go visiting my relatives this year and really enjoyed myself. Although most of the time, I was dreaming of the bed at home, somehow I felt happy. I guess this annual gathering is a good one! Looking forward to next year's visitation! Spring cleaning was... okays? Found so many treasures buried/hidden in that mountain of mess. Some were pretty nostalgic but the rest only bring back memories I really want to forget. I still don't know why I decided to keep them. I shall remove them soon. Heh. Well, on the bright side, my room look so much more presentable(somehow) as compared to the past. Fresher air, more space. Potential to turn into a messy room again. HAHA. Oh boy! But I am glad it's over(: I shall skip Valentine's Day since I spent it alone. HAHA. I can't wait for exams to be over! Literally. Imagine the tons of fun I am going to have. Going for countless rounds of pool, slacking at home like nobody's business, starting on my "special" task. I can't wait! Caught a movie with my cousins yesterday. Had a great time chilling out with them. PLUS, the Percy Jackson movie was awesome! :P Especially Luke! (Jake Abel, photo above) Sadly, he was the thief, if he haven't have that role, it will be SO perfect! Alright, I procrastinate enough :/ Have to drag myself back into that studying mode again. Can you imagine how irritating it is. !@(#$*@(!)(#$
Father, I would still have to say You have been good